For someone that has always been very vocal about her opinions, having to sit silently and only having a notepad and a sharpie to 'speak' has been torture. It hasn't even been 24 hours since she had woken up to this new silent reality, and she already hates everything about it. Having to argue and fight with Luther at the house had proven to be a complete and utter failure, but having to sit here while he essentially dismissed Klaus - again - and sounded like he was planning on killing Vanya? Allison is ready to try to pick up one of those bowling balls and tossing it in Luther's direction.
Things shouldn't have gotten to this. She hates that Vanya is being blamed for what happened to her, because Allison knows damn well that it had been her fault. She had pushed her, she hadn't done things right. She had ruined her life, a voice sneers in the back of her head, and for a moment she looks almost sick as the realization that Reginald had used her in that way smacks her right in the face. Luther shouldn't have locked up Vanya. They should be at the Academy right now, trying to fix this. They should be helping their sister. The Academy shouldn't be destroyed. Grace and Pogo shouldn't be dead.
How did everything get turned upside down so badly?
As Klaus walks over to her, Allison catches the way that Luther looks over at her but there's nothing but an icy glare that gets shot right back. She feels like shit, considering she had literally almost bled out the night before, but she's running on pure adrenaline and rage at this point. She can feel the heaviness of exhaustion throughout her body, feels a little lightheaded when she stands at Klaus's suggestion, but it doesn't stop her. She just grabs the notepad, where a very clear FUCK OFF, LUTHER is scribbled from when Luther had quipped about Klaus crying out for attention, but it's not like it did anything. Allison Hargreeves has never liked feeling helpless, but this whole not being able to even interject properly to defend her brother is more painful than the cut along her neck.
As they walk towards the doors, she takes Klaus's hand and gives it a small squeeze. If he turns to look in her direction, she'll mouth a silent 'I'm sorry,' because she wishes things could be different. Because she wishes Luther would have just let him talk.
More importantly, because she doesn't think she'll ever be able to apologize enough for dragging him out here for this bullshit.
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Things shouldn't have gotten to this. She hates that Vanya is being blamed for what happened to her, because Allison knows damn well that it had been her fault. She had pushed her, she hadn't done things right. She had ruined her life, a voice sneers in the back of her head, and for a moment she looks almost sick as the realization that Reginald had used her in that way smacks her right in the face. Luther shouldn't have locked up Vanya. They should be at the Academy right now, trying to fix this. They should be helping their sister. The Academy shouldn't be destroyed. Grace and Pogo shouldn't be dead.
How did everything get turned upside down so badly?
As Klaus walks over to her, Allison catches the way that Luther looks over at her but there's nothing but an icy glare that gets shot right back. She feels like shit, considering she had literally almost bled out the night before, but she's running on pure adrenaline and rage at this point. She can feel the heaviness of exhaustion throughout her body, feels a little lightheaded when she stands at Klaus's suggestion, but it doesn't stop her. She just grabs the notepad, where a very clear FUCK OFF, LUTHER is scribbled from when Luther had quipped about Klaus crying out for attention, but it's not like it did anything. Allison Hargreeves has never liked feeling helpless, but this whole not being able to even interject properly to defend her brother is more painful than the cut along her neck.
As they walk towards the doors, she takes Klaus's hand and gives it a small squeeze. If he turns to look in her direction, she'll mouth a silent 'I'm sorry,' because she wishes things could be different. Because she wishes Luther would have just let him talk.
More importantly, because she doesn't think she'll ever be able to apologize enough for dragging him out here for this bullshit.