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Whenever your world starts crashing down, that’s when you find me;

[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-05 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
It takes Diego all of two days to decide to pack up a suitcase (although that’s a very loose term, considering it’s more of a beat up gym bag than anything else) and get on a flight to Los Angeles. Which he hates, considering he’s not thrilled with flying, but after the last few weeks of working with his siblings to get Vanya back on track, he figures he should do this. After all, Klaus is home with Allison alone now, and she wasn’t doing too hot herself despite how much she’d try to hide it in front of everyone. It’s not fair for Klaus to be shouldering all this on his own, especially since he has his own shit to deal with, so...yeah. He’s flying to Los Angeles.

The truth is, of course, very different. Not that he’s not worried about Allison - he is. Just...that’s not necessarily the real reason why he’s flying across the country. It’s not even entirely the fact that Klaus probably does need help with Allison. He misses them, and while technically he should probably stick around New York, it feels pointless right now. Patch is gone. Klaus is gone. What the hell does he have to stay there for? It’s not a permanent move, he’s not ready for that. But it’s still a pretty big one, despite his efforts of convincing himself that it’s not.

By the time he arrives, he’s immediately hit by how much warmer it is in Los Angeles than New York. And how much sunnier it is, which he already hates. As the taxi drives over to Allison’s, Diego tries to picture his siblings in the streets that they drive by, trying to picture their lives here in what seems to be a whole other world than what they grew up in, and he forces himself to ignore the way he feels like an outsider. Like someone looking in. Should he have jumped on the plane without even letting Klaus know? What if he shows up and they don’t need him?

It’s too late to turn back now, though, especially as the car pulls up to the house and Diego gets out. His joints feel stiff from the long flight, trying to adjust to the timezone change since right now he’d be napping before heading out on patrol, but instead he’s here. In some swanky neighborhood in the Hollywood hills.

Grasping tighter onto the handle of his luggage, he walks up the path to the front door and rings the doorbell, letting out a sigh under his breath as he tries to ignore the way his stomach seems to flutter with anticipation.
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-05 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
There’s a brief moment where Diego wonders if he got the right house, if maybe he should try to track down the taxi and hitch a ride back to the airport, but before he can do that he hears the sound of the door unlocking and suddenly there’s Klaus. With a tiara. And a kimono. And, while none of it is surprising, it still makes him huff out a chuckle of surprise nonetheless.

This is weird. Being here, seeing him in this uncle mode, because he can only assume Claire was responsible for the tiara, in this house that he has never ever seen or been in before. It feels almost too personal, like he’s glimpsing into a life he shouldn’t be privy to, and for a moment he almost forgets to speak.

Until Klaus laughs, and suddenly he’s hugging him, and Diego lets out the breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding as he waited for Klaus’s reaction.

“Figured you’d have your hands full with our other sister. We already helped one, so...thought I could help with the second.” Not that Diego really helped much with Vanya, other than figuring out logistics and making sure people slept and ate. He doesn’t have the right temperament for Vanya, but maybe he can irritate Allison enough into getting her ass in gear.

He gives Klaus’s back a firm pat before he pulls back, keeping a hand on his shoulder to keep him close. To meet his eyes, to make sure Klaus won’t bullshit him.

“So. How bad is it?”
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-05 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
"Just got in an hour ago. That airport is a fucking nuthouse."

Not like New York is much better, but it's a wonder Diego had made it out of LAX without beating someone up, or at least pinning them against a wall for getting on his damn nerves.

As to why he didn't tell him he was coming? Well. Some part of Diego had half wondered if Klaus would just tell him not to come, that he didn't need to. That he had all this covered. It's almost programmed in them, that inability to ask for help, so would he have asked? Would he have wanted to ask? Diego didn't want to risk the answer, so here he is. Uninvited, and unexpected.

Thankfully Klaus doesn't seem to mind him being here, though, and there's a small smile that crosses his lips when he urges him in. "Is that what it is, a heatwave? It's fucking miserable out there." No humidity, so that's something, but god. Between how fucking bright everything feels, and the fancy neighborhood they're in - plus the heat - it all makes Diego feel so out of place. Not to mention the all-black outfit he's wearing, but hey. At least he had taken off the jacket and it's stuffed in his bag now.

As they walk in, Diego is careful to not step on anything that's around - everything is so pink, sparkly and frilly, and holy shit, it feels like a whole other world in here. Reginald would have never allowed stuff like this (the disorder, the toys all over the place, the dress up), but he moves around it carefully. Almost respectfully. This belongs to his niece, after all, and while he has never met her, there's already a very deep sense of protectiveness that Diego feels nestling within himself. As if he's ready to shield this kid from the world, so that she can cling to this world of hers, this innocence that the Hargreeves children never had.

He turns to Klaus when he speaks, and he reaches over to give his shoulder a firm squeeze. "Good to see you, too." He glances around, at the house that feels too quiet, and he frowns slightly. "You here by yourself?"
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-05 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
Diego rolls his eyes, although Klaus’s comments are very valid. “No bodies. And I checked in the bag, so it’s fine.”

Because of course he had traveled with some of his knives. Not all of them, but still, there was no way he could have left New York without them. The bag looks like it hardly survived the trip over, but hey, it got the job done. That’s what matters.

He’s half glancing around when Klaus mentions Allison is in bed, and while he keeps his facial expressions under control as he turns back to his brother, internally he’s already thinking of ways to fix this. He and Allison may not be close how she and Klaus are, and their relationship can be more antagonistic than anything else, but he knows their sister. While losing her voice isn’t something she’s holding over Vanya (because she had made that point very clear both after the cabin and while they tried to help Vanya gain control), it is still a major shift in her life. Vanya had ripped away her voice, her powers, her life since it’s altering everything in it, and...yeah, he figured she would not be taking this well despite how put together she made herself be in front of everyone back in New York.

“You sure it’s okay if I stay here?” There’s something in his voice that, although he doesn’t say it, makes it clear that he doesn’t want to impose despite how he had just shown up. He could just get a hotel room somewhere nearby, it’s not like Hollywood lacks options, after all. “But yeah, I’ll take her lunch.” He pauses for a moment before he reaches over to steer his face back towards him, as if checking something on his brother’s face. “Tell you what. Why don’t you just show me where the kitchen is and I’ll make lunch. You sit. Or clean up, whatever.”

You look like hell, he almost says, but doesn’t even if the look on his face is ‘vocal’ enough. Not that he blames him - Klaus had gone from one shitstorm to another, just in a different city. And no apocalypse, at the very least.
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-05 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
"My luggage is fine."

There's a defensiveness to his tone, but Klaus can probably guess that him letting this bag go will not likely go well. He has had it for as long as he has been on his own and, while it's not much, it still feels as the first thing that was his. He'd never admit the sentimentality - after all, he's not the type - but it's very much there despite himself and his best efforts.

As Klaus rattles off the house rules, he nods. Although he may look like he's all but saying yeah, yeah, whatever with the way he does it, he is listening to him. Even if Klaus wouldn't have said anything, Diego would have behaved (or at least tried to); not only because he most definitely feels like a guest in foreign territory, and because he'll be in close proximity to Claire.

Which...is actually more nerve-racking than he could have expected. A six year old probably shouldn't elicit that kind of reaction, but this is not just any kid. She's one of their own, a little extension of their family (God help her).

"I think I can handle some sandwiches without burning down the house. I'd offer to pick up something to eat, but no car." He smiles faintly. "And I'm not leaving tomorrow, so we have time."
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-05 03:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Diego listens to Klaus as he gives him the rundown of the house, already committing it to memory. The mention of the master bedroom makes him glance over in that direction, as if it’ll help him glance beyond that hall and the closed door, but nothing. From the sounds of it, only he and Klaus are awake and moving. It’s fine, he thinks. He’ll change that real soon.

The disclaimer that his room might be in disarray due to a fort that Klaus and Claire have built makes him chuckle, though, the sound almost warm. Despite not knowing Claire, he knows Klaus and he can only imagine the two of them in there letting their imagination run wild. He’s glad his brother has someone to share that with. “It’s fine, I’m sure I can handle rearranging the room. It’s no big deal.”

At some point his ‘luggage’ is dropped off, and by the time they’re in the kitchen he washes his hands in the sink before he moves to the gather bread, butter, and cheese slices. And mustard for his own, because he likes to make his a little differently. “You like grilled cheese sandwiches?” It’s not something Diego normally eats, but it’s something simple and easy, and on rare occasions it’s almost like a sort of cheat meal. And, well. It’s something Grace would sometimes make them when they were sick, saying that they needed something comforting that would help them feel better. He has fond memories of it, even if by the way he’s asking Klaus if he likes the sandwiches, it almost sounds like there’s no sentimentality tied behind it.

As he butters the pan, he glances up at Klaus before shrugging slightly. “I let Five know I was going out of town, and left him my number. I finally got a cell phone, believe it or not. He’s still keeping an eye on Vanya, so figured if she wanted to know how to reach me, he’d tell her.” He doubts it, but still. And Luther... Things may not have been as strained between the family by the time they were able to get Vanya back on track, but things have always been strained between him and Luther. He’s not exactly on overly friendly terms with him, even now.

Not that he needs to tell Klaus that. He has hung around him since they were kids to know the complicated dynamics between him and Luther. And, considering the shit between them, too, he doubts he’s surprised by him not telling him he left New York for a few days.

“So any other ground rules? Anything I should or shouldn’t do?” He turns to him suddenly, pointing with the spatula. “And no. Me playing dress up is a big fat no already, I’ll leave that to you.”
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-05 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
“I think it was Five and Vanya. Definitely wasn’t me.”

Not that he never did it, but he had outgrown that pretty quickly. Especially when back at his place he usually only makes sandwiches on the hot plate he has in the corner of the room; heating up soup always felt like too much of an additional step that felt unnecessary.

“Do you think Allison wants some soup? I’ll be fine with just the sandwich. And you’re eating at least a sandwich, you don’t get a choice.”

Just how apparently he won’t have a choice about dressing up. God, maybe he can actually find a room to stay at a hotel nearby. Staying here and being subjected to tiaras and little plastic jewelry sounds like some twisted version of torture even if the house is much better accommodations than any hotel he can actually afford.

He glances up again as the first sandwich goes on the pan, a small smile tugging at his lips despite himself. “What, you want me to tell her stories? Isn’t the kid too young for that?”
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-05 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Diego is definitely making his brother a sandwich. And, considering the sort of ‘clean up’ mode that he’s in, he’s already planning on keeping an eye on Klaus as much as he’ll keep guard over Allison. Even more so, actually; not only because he’s closer to him than their sister, but because he knows Klaus. He won’t focus on himself and will wear himself thin, and there’s no way in hell he’s letting that happen. He may say he’s fine, and he may be acting it, but Diego still can’t get out of his head the way he looked that day at that bar. The way he spoke about Dave, the way he looked out the window as he drove him around.

That’s part of the reason why he had only bought a one-way ticket out here. He’s not leaving until both his siblings are in better shape than what they have been the last few weeks.

As the aroma of the soup, the coffee, and the grilled cheese sandwiches fill the kitchen, there’s a sense of warmth that he feels himself. This isn’t his home - it’s been a long time since he had felt that particular sentiment - but...he’s here, with his brother. And no, things aren’t great, but the world isn’t ending and they have time to fix the collateral damage that Reginald’s death had caused.

As he grills a second sandwich, he picks off a slice of cheese to munch on it as Klaus speaks of Claire. It’s impossible to miss the way his whole demeanor changes as he speaks of the little girl, and Diego laughs under his breath when he shares she likes action movies.

“Yeah, we’ll see.” There’s already a faint smile on his face as he turns back to the pan, flipping the sandwich over once the bread is perfectly golden brown. “It’ll be nice to meet her,” he says after a moment, although the admission feels weird to say. It’s Klaus, though; if there’s anyone that he can trust to let his guard down to at least say that, it’s him. “She sounds pretty great.”
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-07 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
Although Diego wouldn't necessarily consider himself a coffee drinker, he still appreciates the fact that his brother serves him a cup. Especially because today he'll probably need it; the flight had put him on edge the entire time and, while that's not necessarily a new thing for him, flying is definitely not something he's used to. Now that the trip is done, it's making him feel drained in an odd sort of way, and maybe the caffeine kick will help.

And, well, there's also the little part about how he hasn't been sleeping since the night that Reginald died. Sure, he catches some shut-eye every once in a while, but considering all the shit they've been going through the last month... It's almost as if, now that he's here, away from home, he's actually starting to feel some of the effects of it.

Not that he would ever admit it. Even to himself, really. Instead, he just drinks from the mug, wincing slightly at the bitter taste the damn thing leaves behind. His focus shifts, though, when Klaus speaks, and he shrugs before taking another sip of coffee.

"Yeah, I guess so. I mean, the old man's death sort of changed everything, whether we like it or not. Hard to really get back to that, isn't it?"

Not that he seems like he's hating this. Although Diego isn't necessarily the type to ever be at ease, he seems at least comfortable in this moment. It's something that has been happening since that night at the infirmary, since their days of working with Vanya - as if that part of him that used to crave that connection with his siblings is resurfacing, despite how much he believed it had been snuffed out as a teenager.

"Yoga sessions, huh?"
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-07 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
For a moment Diego figures that Klaus is going to busy himself with something else in the kitchen, but when he comes back with the creamer he pauses slightly in surprise. It's hard to tell, though, if the surprise is at the creamer itself or the fact that Klaus had caught on to the fact that he's not all that used to coffee, let alone black coffee.

But, since Klaus uses the creamer, it's easier for Diego to do the same. Not too much, just a splash...until he tastes it, and then he casually adds a little bit more before going back to the sandwich on the pan as if nothing happened.

He glances towards his brother again, though, as he continues talking and fills him in on what he has been doing. Teaching yoga, of all things, and shit. He wonders if Reginald would die of an aneurysm if he knew what one of his sons was doing, after raising them all to save the world.

"Surf?" Diego all but barks out a laugh at that, shaking his head. "Shit, well. No, that doesn't really sound like you." A smile settles on his lips, but he makes it a point to not watch him as he eats. And he makes sure to not look so satisfied at the fact that he's eating, even if internally he can't help the way the knot in his stomach relaxes at the sight.

"Sounds like you've got it pretty good out here."
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-07 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
There’s a sort of darkness that crosses his features as Reginald gets brought up in actual conversation, his whole body almost going to the defense. It’s an unconscious reaction by now, something that has been happening since he was a teenager. The mere idea of their father causes whatever softened edges to harden; the personality of that stuttering boy that existed back then destroyed by the new ways he had come up with to become better. Tougher, as if so that Reginald won’t destroy him, too.

“Dad’s expectations can rot in Hell right along with him.” It’s not said too loud, but the anger he has reserved for Reginald seeps into his words nonetheless. Especially after Klaus parrots what their father had called him. He may not have heard him tell that story, but the idea of Reginald calling any of them that after being a shitty father to all of them, it makes his blood boil.

He anchors himself in the here and now, though, and whatever other insult is burning in his tongue gets shoved back as he takes another sip of his coffee. Especially when Klaus tells him he’s glad to have him here, which brings a half smirk to his face.

“Yeah, well. It is when I need it to be.” And he did, this time, for various reasons. Considering the deep shit they are all still sorting through, it felt necessary. But, considering Klaus is one of the ones he’s intending to help while he’s out in California, he doesn’t elaborate. He just shrugs slightly, as if it’s not a big deal. “Besides. You went on so much about Claire, that I figured why not now before I get busy again with work.”
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-08 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
“Ah, good timing,” he teases with a smirk, as if the sandwich he was putting on a plate wasn’t going to be shoved at Klaus in a few minutes. Thankfully his brother beats him to the punch, but whatever relief he could be feeling about the fact that Klaus is eating gets tucked away as he offers him the plate with the recently made sandwich.

Klaus may not be asking him to stay, but Diego isn’t moving with any sort of urgency. If anything, he looks almost too relaxed as he butters more bread and preps the cheese. As if this is normal, as if he casually shows up to make lunch out of nowhere. All of this is out of his norm, though. Not just making someone that isn’t Patch food, but it’s rare for the force that is normally Diego Hargreeves to be almost still, but like with his subtlety, he knows when to rein things back in. Like right now, he is where he wants to be. With his brother. Yes, Allison had been his excuse to fly out, and even Claire to some degree. It’s easier to say it, after all, and it’s easier than admitting to his brother the truth. Because he doubts he’d take it well if he told him how he still remembers that look of his at the bar. How broken he sounded. How it had wedged something between his ribs, making it uncomfortable for him to even breathe until he makes sure he’s okay. Klaus hadn’t gotten a chance to really process what happened in Vietnam before they found Allison at the brink of death in that cabin, before Vanya almost destroyed the world, before they put her back together, before Allison crumbled.

And, as much as Diego’s demeanor has hardened, as much as he keeps that stuttering boy he used to be buried as deep as he can, in a lot of ways some things never disappeared. Like the fierce loyalty to his family, the love he has for his siblings. The way he has always wanted to protect them despite his outward aggressiveness. The way Klaus has always felt like the younger brother that he needs to guard, despite the fact that they’re all the same age.

That’s why, for now, he just shrugs. “Lucky for her, now I’m hungry, so she can...you know. Do whatever the hell she’s doing before I pop in and say hi.” Oh and say hi he will. Allison definitely won’t know what hit her before she gets more or less dragged out of bed. “God, that fucking flight was miserable. No food, just these little peanut bags that barely had anything. So I guess you’re stuck with me while we both eat something.”
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-08 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Diego chuckles, nodding as he grills a new sandwich. “Yeah, would’ve been a lot more tolerable than the flight. But would have taken longer, so...guess that’s what I get for not wanting to spend all week driving.”

Not to mention the fact that he’d be screwed if he would have tried, considering his car isn’t exactly up for the drive. He loves the damn thing, but he’s also realistic - it’s old and beat up, there is absolutely no way it would have been able to handle a cross country trip.

“And don’t worry about it, there’s plenty where it’s coming from so just eat.” He says it casually, like it’s not a command, although Diego is determined to get him to get more food in his stomach. “Besides, I’m still working on my coffee. The creamer isn’t half bad.”

He listens as his brother talks, careful to not let the bread get too brown, but when he grows quiet he glances over in his direction. He’s too alert and hypersensitive to his brother’s needs (to his siblings’s needs in general, really, considering he’s on protective mode), and while Diego makes sure he’s careful to not distract himself from the sandwich he’s grilling since he doubts that Allison will appreciate it if he burnt down her kitchen within an hour of arriving, he still keeps a careful eye on Klaus.

But then Klaus laughs, and that nervous energy that comes with the laugh feels as if it shakes something within him. It makes his stomach twist, his mouth going dry.

It makes him reach over for him, a hand wrapping around his wrist. The grip is firm, but still gentle enough to not hurt him. And so that, if Klaus pulls away, he can. It’s something Grace would do for him whenever he’d get too stuck in something, his mouth unable to form the words that he wanted to say as his heart thundered within his chest. It’s not what Klaus is experiencing, he knows he doesn’t know shit about what he’s going through. But Grace would give him something to ground him, to pull him back to reality before the anxiety unraveled him too much, and that sentiment is still there.

“We’ll get it figured out,” he says quietly, but reassuringly. He doesn’t necessarily mean Allison, although that’s his goal, too. It’s intended to be an open statement, one that won’t spook Klaus away, but that he wants him to remember. He hopes he knows he’s there for him, too. “I promise.”

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