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ᴋʟᴀᴜs | ɴᴜᴍʙᴇʀ ғᴏᴜʀ ([personal profile] imprudency) wrote in [community profile] trashbinned2020-08-23 11:29 pm
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-10 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
Diego sighs, but the effort is cut short considering the pain that it brings along. When he had landed in California weeks ago, he had not planned on working; he had figured he'd pack up and head out the moment that Klaus and Allison started acting and looking more like themselves. Once Allison wasn't hiding in her room all day, and once he was able to get to Klaus. Almost, in a way, as a way to ensure that they were okay before he could focus on anything else.

And he had, the last few weeks have been good. Not easy, but he hadn't expected them to be. But - as fucked up as it was - as they did better, Diego could feel that old urge creeping back in. The ones that needed to be taken care of were people that were out there, unprotected, in danger, getting robbed or beaten up, and...well. He had gotten too cocky. Too reckless. He should have probably waited to get back to New York, he knows that now, but it's as if the reckless streak that has only grown with the grief and pain of losing Patch is finally catching on. As if, now that he doesn't have anything else to really focus on, it had gotten too big for him to ignore anymore.

Part of him wants to get back out there right now. Being here, laid up, feels like a loss. It feels like a weakness - something that Reginald had drilled into them, but Diego has taken that lesson to heart even throughout the last thirteen years.

"God, you make it sound like I got maimed or something," he says in almost a grumbled sigh, but lets his arm settle back down. He wants to tell Klaus how this is nothing, how he has been hurt worse and he has the scars to prove it, but...he can't ignore the concern on his brother's face. Which he hates, because he can't ignore the twist of guilt that his gut makes, and he has to look away for a moment as he remembers someone else giving him a similar look once upon a time.

"Okay, fine. Just tonight." He stays still for a moment, and when he speaks again, his voice is a little quieter. "...thanks. For coming."
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-13 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
As rhetorical as his question is, Diego really didn't expect Klaus to do the same. Not specifically for anything Klaus has said or done - he knows damn well that he cares about him, but it's all Diego. Diego, who has grown so damn used to being the lone wolf in the pack. Diego, who cut himself off from their family the second he saw the opportunity to do so. Diego, who has almost died before, in another hospital, in another lifetime, and hadn't had visitors beyond Patch. Which, to be fair, it's not like Klaus knew back then what happened, but for a moment it had been a sore reminder of the fact that he could die and no one from his family came out of the woodwork.

He doesn't say any of that, though, or even gives it much thought. He just listens to Klaus as he talks, making a face when he talks about the paparazzi. Shit, he hadn't even thought of that.

"See, then that's definitely a reason to get the hell out of here before someone tries to get a picture of us. We wouldn't want to bring our dear sister any additional drama, would we." Especially considering the few shots that have leaked already, of them during their walks. Allison hadn't been to thrilled since some of them showed the injury that she still hasn't necessarily informed the public about, but at least her PR team had been able to control the situation.

Although, if he's honest, he's not necessarily thinking just of Allison right now. He just doesn't want to be here.

The comment about dealing with his grief makes him shake his head slightly. "I don't know what the hell you're trying to get at, but it was just bad luck. It happens, you know. Even to the best of us."

There's a touch of defensiveness in his tone, but it doesn't dawn on him until a moment later. He just pinches the bridge of his nose as he closes his eyes for a moment, though, as if somehow that will ease the way his head feels. "This isn't the first time this happened so don't turn it into something it isn't."
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-29 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
The novelty of being on a magazine or a newspaper faded a long time ago for Diego, and the idea of appearing on either one again is beyond irritating. Although, if he were to be honest with himself, he'd realize that it's not really the paparazzi itself that he's annoyed with. He knows he had messed up. He had gotten sloppy. Now this added downside is just another consequence to his mistakes, and he hates it.

That's what he gets though, isn't it? For screwing it all up, for getting too comfortable. Learning lessons, as Reginald would call them.

The playful wink makes Diego just sigh under his breath, especially when he tells him he'll be fussing over him. Not that he's that surprised, really; Diego wouldn't say that he's close to any of his siblings, but if he had to choose someone? Klaus would definitely be the sibling he has always been closest to. They gravitated towards each other in ways that he never did with anyone else. They had protected each other in whatever ways they could figure out as children, the two with the quiet and vulnerable personalities trying to shield each other from their father's wrath. Life has molded them each differently, has forged them into different people than who they once had been - who they once could have been - but despite all those changes and all the years between them, Klaus is still who Diego falls back on.

That's why, right now, he doesn't necessarily mind having him here even if he hates the situation as a whole.

"You do that and I'm definitely hauling ass out of here, so don't." He's about to say something else when a nurse walks in, asking about his pain level and checking his vitals. Diego sounds almost monotone as he responds, as if he's reading from a script that he knows too well, because even if he's in a different city he's familiar with all the questions that these visit bring up since this is most definitely not his first rodeo, but he at least doesn't seem or sound too combative.

Except when his question about when he'll be out of here is answered with a 'why don't you get some rest, hun, we need to keep you under observation but you can ask the doctor in the morning.' For a moment Diego is ready to argue, but the nurse is already giving him a pain killer to take off the edge, because apparently his answer of one in regards to how he'd label his pain level hadn't been too convincing.

As the nurse leaves, Diego just shakes his head again. "This is bullshit."
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-29 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
If it didn't hurt to breathe, Diego would have probably shoved Klaus off the bed at the way he rests his leg next to him but instead he just settles for an eyeroll.

Especially as Klaus does his little lecture, and Diego just presses a button on the rail of the bed so that the bed can recline a little. The motion hurts, of course, especially considering the broken ribs, but he just can't stay laying down.

"The guy that hardly sleeps is talking to me about sleeping? Wow. Tell ya what, 'til you actually do it, you don't get to give me shit about that." He quirks his lips into a sort of smile, but it fades as quickly as it comes as he adjusts himself a little better. "Just find something on TV, we can just...pretend to watch something, I guess."
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-30 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
Despite their relationship, and the bond they’ve been developing the last few weeks, it’s still weird for Diego to be fussed over. He’s not used to it - he doubts any of them are - but he’s definitely not used to family visits in the hospital. He’s used to someone else sitting here with him, lecturing him, trying to make him stay put. And, as much as Diego has been trying to ignore the gaping hole in his heart, it all feels like it smacks him in the face as he’s hit with yet another aspect of his life that Patch won’t be in anymore.

He tries to push the thought away, though, tries to ignore the way it gnaws away at him and almost threatens his ability to breathe properly. But thankfully Klaus talks again, and Diego forces himself back to reality. The memories of Eudora is part of the reason why Klaus’s words hit him differently than they normally would and, while he’s almost ready to roll his eyes again, for a moment he finds himself unable to muster up the energy to do so.

“Sorry,” he finally says quietly, his voice as tired and worn as he suddenly feels. “Didn’t mean to worry you.”
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-30 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
His lips curve slightly into a small smile that's hardly there, but it's at least genuine. "Yeah, well. It's your fault for coming here, no one told you to show up."

It's a joke of his own, and the lack of bite in his words show it. He can't get rid of how tired he sounds - or feels - but at least he's no longer just trying to shrug this whole thing off.

For now, anyway. But Klaus mentions getting him checked out tomorrow, and that helps a lot. He hates being here with a burning passion, but if he will help him get out of here in the morning, then he can tolerate it for a few hours. He's not sure if Klaus is just saying that to appease him, or if it's the truth, but Diego plans to hold him to it, anyway. And, even if it could be a lie, it's enough to ease some of the dread he feels by being in this damn place, and he visibly relaxes.

"Thanks for being here," he finally adds after a moment, even if his gaze is on the television. Even if he's actually starting to doze off, because the painkiller is making it easy to dull out the pain enough to at least help him breathe.
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[personal profile] intransigence 2020-12-31 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
If this had been another time, with Diego using his usual defenses, he would have probably said something stupid - like how being being alone and unidentified isn't exactly new to him. That's how life had been for him - for most of them, really.

But, while he may be somewhat doped up on pain medication, he still holds back that response because he knows damn well that it's no longer applicable. Not after stopping the world from ending; not after working together to put Vanya back together. Not with all his time in Los Angeles, trying to piece both Klaus and Allison together. The last few months haven't been easy, but they're actually becoming an actual family, and while maybe they had spent over twelve years apart, things are different now.

That's why, when Klaus settles closer, when his fingers rest on top of his, Diego doesn't pull away, or push him away. He takes it for what it is, a reassuring gesture from his brother, refusing to leave him alone, and it makes it easy to let himself doze off. He's not alone anymore, after all.